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Things you always wanted to know [Apr. 10th, 2006|06:48 pm]
The COMPLETE About me survey!
THE BASICS
Name:Heather
Gender:I am woman...hear me roar!
Age:23
Screen Name:Keller
Birthday:3/21/83
Race:...depends on whether it's summer or not
School/Grade:got through high school...not really a college type person
Job:HR Admin Assistant for Bridgestone
Status:breathing
Hometown:Clarksville
Current Town:Clarksville
Parents Still Together?:Suprisingly Yes
Siblings:one old sister (yeah only by age) and a younger brother
Pets:I have two cats - mango and ashton, a dog - killer, and a hamster named Mr Peoplebutts
Smoker:yeah
Drinker:on occasion
Virgin:hell no...
Orientation:straight
Drugs:nope, I like my life to much to fuck it up
APPEARANCE
Hair Color:really? like a ash brown
Is It Dyed?:Yeah and now its Auburn - which looks so much more natural than my real hair color
Eye Color:Green
Height:5'0
Style:hmm...I like jeans and a t-shirt when I feel like bummin...but i really like khaki's and a collard shirt
Glasses/Contacts/None?:Glasses/Contacts
Freckles:When I'm out in the sun alot
Body Type:I used to be petite...now I'm just kinda average
Shoe Size:7
Piercings:5
Want More?:nah, I'm good
Tattoos?:4
Want More?:of course, they are soooo addictive
Braces?:once..and I hated it but that was before they came out with the cool clear ones
Overall Best Feature::most people say my smile? my husband says my ass
Overall Worst Feature::I hate my stomache, but a kid will do that to you
Do you get most of your traits from mom or dad?:neither, I look so much like my aunt Kathy
LIKES/DISLIKES
Favorite Color:mmmm green
Worst Color:i hate pink with a passion
Favorite Number:4
Favorite Animal:I love cats, but i really like hamsters too
Least Favorite Animal:I don't like anything that's creepy
Favorite Flower:Casablanca Lilies
Favorite Food:I love spaghetti
Worst Food:anything green
Favorite Junk Food:Chocolate cookies are my kryptonite
Worst Junk Food:I don't like just straight candy anymore..unless its chocolate
Favorite Restaraunt:Outback Steakhouse No Rules, Just Right!
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor:Orange Sherbert
Favorite Candy:Hersey Bars
Favorite Alcoholic Drink:Margarehta's (can't spell worth a damn but you get the point)
Favorite NON Alcoholic Drink:Mt Dew at the moment, it changes from time to time
Worst Alcoholic Drink:anything diet...i hate that artifical sweetner
Worst NON Alcoholic Drink:anything diet...i hate that artifical sweetner
Favorite Genre of Music:mostly rock
Worst Genre:I cannot stand that insiration shit
Favorite Band/Artist:EverClear forever!
Worst Band/Artist:...boy bands - teen chicks and their worrisom lives
Favorite Song:I don't have one favorite song...I like them all
Worst Song:that fuckin Milkshake song, I can stand anything but that!
Favorite Radio Station:hmm..depends on the mood..I like 92.9 and 102.9 Venus and 97.5
Favorite Book:anything by Clive Cussler with Dirk Pitt in it
Worst Book:....the fountain head...worst..book...ever...painful...memories
Favorite Type of Movie:anything funny and interesting
Worst Type of Movie:I hate horror movies...they are so stupid
Favorite Movie:right now Fever Pitch - GO RED SOX!
Worst Movie Ever:
Favorite TV Show:I really look forward to Avatar the Last Airbender! I know its a cartoon but I can't get enough
Wost TV Show:Jackass...need I say more
Favorite Season of the Year:I love the fall...when it starts to get cooler and you have to wear a long sleeve shirt outside
Worst Season:Summer...to damn hot for me
Best Friend:Britt and Ryan
Worst Enemy:...I dare not speak her name...for my lips will be tainted with her bullshit
Favorite Day of the Week:Saturday...no work!
Least Favorite Day of the Week:Mondays are a bitch
Favorite Sport:hmmm...thats a hard one...Football During football season and Baseball during baseball season
Sport You Hate:hmm..I don't really hate any sports..I just don't play them
One thing you cant get enough of:sex is one of those things that just doesn't get old
One thing you hate more than anything:fuckin bullshit liars that just use people and then toss them away when they are done with them...can you tell I'm a little bitter?
LOVE LIFE
Are You Single?:nope
If not, who is your bf/gf?:Robert
How Long Have You Been Together?:been married 5 years and I still haven't figured out a way to kill him and make it look like an accident ;D
If You're Single, Do you Like It?:
Do You Have a Crush On Anyone Right Now?:i'm married...crushes are beyond me
First Kiss:it was weird cause we were really young
Ever Kiss in the Rain?:of course
In a Movie Theater?:hmm and some other things too
Underwater?:once that I can think of
First Love:I've only really "loved" once and thats good enough for me
Have you ever Cheated on Anyone?:no..that's the lowest thing you can ever do
Been Cheated on?:yeah, thus the answer above
Used Someone?:no, users will get thiers in the end
Been used?:unfortunatly I was stupid once
Lied to your bf/gf?:no, you can't have a relationship without trust
Ever Made out With Just a Friend?:no
Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend?:no
Are You a Tease?:of course
Do you Flirt a Lot?:I don't think I do but my friends say its just my nature...yeah right
Longest Relationship:this one
Shortest:Like a week
Have you Ever Gotten a Poem?:yes and they were beautiful
Ever Get Flowers?:on occasion..wish I got them more, I love flowers
Sweetest Thing You've Ever Gotten:One year for Valentine's day, robert did this who follow the note thing and he gave me a promise ring at the end...it was so sweet and heartfelt
Do you Like Valentine's Day or Sweetest Day?:We don't celebrate on V day...always on the Friday after
Do you Believe in Love at First Sight?:no
Do you Believe in "The One"?:yeah
Do you Fall in Love Fast?:nope
Are you a Player?:nope
Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex?:nope
Have You ever Kissed 2 People in One Day?:see the question about cheating...
Kissed 2 People At One Time?:once again...see above
Had Sex with 2 People in One day?:why do all the questions say the same damn thing
Had sex with 2+ People at One Time?:......this is getting old
Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?:yeah, I'm an emotional person
Ever Been Dumped?:yeah but I bet they wish they hadn't now..
Ever dumped someone?:Once...I dated him for like a week and I just didn't feel it for him
Ever been rejected?:....next question
Do you have a lot of ex's?:no...just Dude that lasted a week (isnt that sad I can't even remember his name) and Mike
Are you a slut?:people seem to think so but I've only had sex with one man...and I married him
Ever been called one?:see above
Ever dated someone more than once?:nope
Do you ever make the first move?:usually no...I'm to afraid of rejection
Double dates or single?:depends on the mood I'm in
Do you want to get married?:Already did...best thing I ever did
OPPOSITE SEX (what you're attracted to)
Hair Color:already married
Short or long?:love him
Eye color?:the way
Style:he is...
Age:what else
Height:needs to
Weight:be said?
Muscular or skinny?:Someday
Boxers or Breifs?:you might
Do you care about looks?:understand
OTHER QUESTIONS
Can you drive?:yeah
Do you have a car?:yup
Do you have a cell phone?:of course..would be lost without it
Are you online a lot?:not so much anymore
Do you like gay/bi people?:Gay Guys are the coolest...they will go shopping with you and not bitch and they have some of the best taste!
Can you speak another language?:does the obscure language that my son speaks count?
Do you do well in school?:I got really good grades in High School
Do you collect anything?:I love Snowmen
Have an obsession?:I'm a shopaholic...
Do you hate yourself?:I don't hate myself but sometimes I don't like me
Ever smile for no reason?:not that I can think of
Talk to yourself?:when I used to work on the Production floor I did all the time...and sang to myself to
Do you have any regrets?:that I didn't see it coming
Believe in magick?:...i believe in the power we all have to make a difference...but that's not magic
Do you support gay marriage?:I believe in the right to do what you feel
Sex before marriage?:Sex is an emotional attachment..don't suggest it unless you are ready for that
Do you trust people easily?:I used to...but not anymore
Forgive easily?:it takes me a while to forgive and I never forget
Do you have a secret no one knows?:everyone has secrets...deep down inside
Do you get along with your parents?:sometimes..my dad and I butt heads cause we are so alike
What about other people?:Most of the time..unless you treat me poorly
How do you vent your anger?:Sometimes in unhealthy ways...
Do you like George Bush?:i voted for the other guy
Goal Before you die?:to be what my friends and family need
Biggest Fear:loosing myself into a world of nothingness
Beggest Weakness:I was way to giving and trusting...but that's gone now
Do you play an instrument?:nope
What do you want to be when you grow up?:I wish I could be a kid again sometimes..
PERSONALITY TRAITS
Are you...
A bitch?:of course..and you know what..I like that about me
A daydreamer?:the only way I stay sane
Shy?:does having anxiety in large groups of people count?
Talkative?:If you are Britt or Ryan...yes very much so
Energetic?:I used to be..but a full time job and two kids (my son and my husband) I dont seem to have much left at the end of the day
Happy?:Most of the time
Depressed?:I'm hoping that I have overcome that part of me
Funny?:I dunno, people seem to get joy out of picking on me
Slutty?:nope
Boring?:I dunno...ask my friends
Mean?:if you piss me off...I have no problems with telling people what I think of them
Nice?:I can be
Caring?:Very, I love my friends and family...I'd walk through fire for them
Trustworthy?:I'd like to think so
Confident?:no
Friendly?:I can be
Smart?:I'd like to think that I'm smart..I have more common sense than book smarts though
Sarcastic?:no way..really?
Dependable?:I'm always their when people need me
Quiet?:If I don't know anyone..I don't say much
Weird?:We all have our own little quirks
Adaptable?:yeah
Strong (emotionally)?:that's a tough one...I can be emotionally strong for other people but not myself
Strong (physically)?:yeah, I flipped 40lb spools all day, I think I'm pretty strong
Mature?:I've always been the mature one but I have my moments
Logical?:Most of the time
Religious?:I believe
Modest?:Most of the time..until I've had to much to drink
Indesicive?:I dunno
Sympathetic?:most of the time..unless you constantly make the same mistake
Polite?:Most of the time
Creative?:I used to be
Fun to be around?:ask my friends...they should know
Loveable?:Robert seems to think so
Easily Amused?:yeah
Outgoing?:nope
Daring?:nope
Clumsy?:very!
Nosy?:obviously
Lazy?:i have my days
Scary?:Apparently I'm very assertive and intimidating to some people
Optimistic?:...the glass is half and half
Persuasive?:I almost always get my way
A good listener?:Sometimes I think I should have become a psychiatrist
Curious?:goes along with being nosy doesn't it?
Determined?:very
Determined?:....
Artistic?:nope
Honest?:with my friends and Robert
Respectful?:of those who deserve it
Concieted?:rarely
Cocky?:depends
Controlling?:very...I have to be in control because I feel like everything is beyond my control
Playful?:people say I play fight to much
Easygoing?:most of the time
Carefree?:I'm always stressed
Hot Headed?:depends on the instance
Serious?:yeah
Thoughtful?:I have a habit of it
Considerate?:I'm tired of saying yeah and I can be so..you figure it out
Stubborn?:Obviously
Romantic?:very
Ambitious?:well everyone at work thinks that I want their job...so I guess so
Jealous?:VERY
Insecure?:yeah
Obsessive?:not really
Attentive?:depends on my stress level
Helpful?:usually
Punctual?:always either early or on time
Rational?:I try to be
Sincere?:Most of the time
Tolerant?:only for certain people
GOODBYE
Did you enjoy this survey?:...it was alright
Was it too long?:it took me like 2 hrs between getting Robert off to work and my son..what does that tell you?
Do you think it contained just about everything?:nope..there is so much more
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Keller is somewhat short...well okay she is just plain short with reddish auburn hair that is cropped short and frames a round face. Her hazel eyes always seem to be peering into space as if her mind was elsewhere. She's often seen wearing a stylish pair of jeans and more often than not a Duck Head shirt.
Strengths: Often feels very intensly about things, easy to please, usually friendly, very loyal, good natured and loving, motherly to everyone she cares for, a strong lover, good at mediation.
Weaknesses: Quick to jump to conclusions, is sometimes pushy and opinionated, tends to overreact, worrier, vengful, can;t spell worth a damn, can be a really big bitch (or is that a good thing?)
Special Skills: Wiz in the kitchen, can cook almost anything, tends to be the one everyone goes to to vent their problems and get advice, amazing ability to color cooridnate almost anything (clothes, makeup, etc)...damn I'm really starting to sound like Martha Stuart..she's the devil!
Weapons: sharp tongue for spatting insults, cunning mind for being manipulative
Motto: Every time I think my ship is comming in, its always leaking...


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(no subject) [Dec. 8th, 2005|02:46 am]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |Goo Goo Dolls - I'm Still Here]


"They can't tell me who to be, cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin while i keep on dreaming for me
and their words are just whispers of lies that I'll never believe"




God, I went for my second interview today...I worked so damn hard to get prepared for it. I went through and spent like 3 hrs making a benefits table, made a presentation and then i talked to Bob this morning about it and he gave me a whole bunch of blank forms for our benefits that i could use. So I get there and I gotta wait cause they are doing all kinds of other things and they finally take me back for the interview. Well they basically asked me the same questions that they did in my last interview...I showed them my presentation and everything and all I got was..."thanks for your interest" I really don't know if that means that i didn't get the job cause i talked to christen (another girl up for the position) and they told her that too. So i don't know if it was just generic or whether it meant that they didn't think that I was what they wanted. GOD! I worked so damn hard and I really want the job but i really think that I didn't get it and it'll be like a week before I know anything either way. I feel like I could just die right now. I guess I'm taking it a little hard but i really thought that I had it...I don't want to stay in production anymore...and I have a lot of people rooting for me too. There are quiet a few people who really want me to get this job...but I really don't think I got it...and I have no one to talk to about it cause when i got home robert had to go to work, mom was at church, lek was at work...well that is pretty much everyone that I could talk about it to.

Just fuckin shoot me, life is so damn disappointing....
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2005|01:21 pm]

"Millions of fishes, fishes for me
Millions of fishes, fishes for free!"




my pet!

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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2005|04:57 pm]

"Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town"



Man, it's amazing how times have changed...how we have changed. I used to be this shy little girl who knew nothing about anything, with few friends and no prospects of doing much of anything with herself...Well deep down inside that shy little girl is still there somewhere because she creeps up on me from time to time but i'm different now. I'm bolder than I used to be, I smoke, I drink, I do all those things that they tell you that you shouldn't do...I met a man who made me believe in myself and who I am, so I married him...then I had a kid, who is the joy of my life. I still have my wild side that came along with being more outspoken but I'm subdued again...I still have a hard time making friends, but I have more now than I used too...I still get along better with guys than I do girls (cause who needs the drama that comes along with all that shit)

I'm happy now...more so than back then. Things are more complicate, but that's because I'm an adult that has bills to pay and a son to raise. I've come to accept that I will always be the responsible one...the one that has to get up in the middle of the night to set the alarm clock for work in the morning because he forgot to. I'll always be the sober one when everyone else is drunk so that everyone gets home alright (and that really sucks more often than not) but things like that make you appreciate the nights where i'm the only one that is drunk and everyone has to watch out for me. I guess I've always been the grown up out of all my friends...I'm the one who grew up to soon...sometimes i regret that. I want to go back and be a teenager again sometimes...or even relive 21 so that i can experience everything that embodies the young adult life...but i can't and life goes on.

I've gotten in touch with some of those people that i used to know and some of them are married and living the adult life and some haven't changed much...they still party and don't hold down jobs, the ones that never really did leave high school behind. I guess i have to stick myself in the "married/ adult life" classification and its not so bad. I guess it just means...well i'm not sure what it means, but isnt that the way life is...things are just there and you can't explain them...
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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2005|03:56 am]

"Woho, I actually Like this color Pink"


You are
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(no subject) [Oct. 9th, 2005|02:15 am]

"I've paid my dues time after time
I've done my sentence, but commited no crime
And bad mistakes, I've made a few
I've had my share of sand kicked in my face
But I've come through"



Grr he pisses me off sometimes. Okay so i was making dinner and tracey called. wanted to know if we wanted to go out and get something to eat and I told him that i was cooking. So he talked to robert for a minute and then hung up. Like 10 mins later he calls again and said that everywhere he went was packed....well duh its friday night, so he came over for dinner. That's no biggy I told him that he could. So we started drinking and I was like...this is the one time I feel like i really wanna get drunk so fuck it, imma do it. Then tracey starts to talk about his job and how they are looking for cdl drivers. The first person I thought of was ben. So i called him and he came over. He told me that his girlfriend was in the hospital for Meningitis. It was the whole catastrophy. And to add to it she was pregnant. anyway, so tracey went and got more beer and some other stuff for us to party with. When he gets back we are all sitting around drinking, playing pool and having a good time. Tracey started to make me worry cause of the way he was acting, so he went into the living room. Of course I followed him cause he made me worry. Well he got to the couch and fell to the floor face first and started having a seizure right on my living room floor. I started to freak out cause the only thing that you can do for someone that is having a seizure is to hold them so that they don't hurt themselves and keep him from trying to swallow his tongue. So i called ben into the house and he held him down till it was over and then put him on the couch. Well sometime during all that robert went into the bathroom and was getting sick for like an hr. So that left me and Ben, well of course I spent all night talking to him, trying to reassure him that Christy (his gf) was going to be okay. So he leaves and I go to bed at like 4:30 in the morning.

Josh woke up at 8 and i was dead tired but i got up anyway and got him breakfast and juice and changed him and all that stuff. I turned on cartoons in my room and put him on the bed with me, I kept trying to go to sleep but he would wonder off and I would have to go and check on him, finally Robert woke up and I told him that he could go and take care of him for a while. I FINALLY went back to sleep and what seems like only moments after I went to sleep robert came in and started to mess with me. Of course i was to out of it to say anything so every time he would touch me I would either move or move his hand. So he gets pissy and rolls over to go to sleep. WTF He had all night to sleep off everything and i got a whole 3 and a half hrs. Fuck that...then when the alarm goes off at like 3 I get up and stumble into josh's room, he was down for a nap and asleep but he had spilled juice all over his bed and himself and I couldn't bear to leave him like that so I had to wake him up and get him in the shower to clean him off. Well he wasn't happy about that but we pulled ourselves together anyway. So I go to wake up robert because by this time its like 5 and he won't even fuckin talk to me. Likes it my fault that I only got 3 1/2 hrs of sleep because I'm ALWAYS the one that has to deal with the other drunk people in the house and be a good friend and get up with our son.

GRRRR he is just so inconsiderate sometimes and gets so pissy when I actually think about myself for once, which is usually only when i am beat because I've had to be up all night for some reason or when I am really sick. So basically this whole spill has been me bitching about the fact that he always wants to fuck at all the WRONG times!
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2005|10:44 pm]

"Where it began, I can't begin to know it
was in the spring, then spring became the summer
who'd believed you come along

hands touching hands
reaching out
touchin me, touchin you!"



Woho! Go Boston! Okay, , so the trip was outrageous. We had a blast... the plane ride kind of sucked cause at first we were on this itty bitty plane that held like only 50 people. And of course it was for the longest part of the ride there, so it was like 2 hrs on this tiny plane. I was so uncomfortable and then we had a lay over in Philly. That airport is like fucking HUGE. We had to take a shuttle just to get to our terminal for our connection flight. Then we were on a 747 and that was much better. Well once we actually got to Boston it was alright. we went and picked up our bag and then waited outside for the shuttle that was promised to us by the hotel...so we waited like 45 mins and then i called the hotel and they said that the shuttle was supposed to be there in like a minute or two, they were heading down to our side of the airport. of course we waited like another 15 mins and then i went inside and got money from an atm for a cab. When i came out robert said that the shuttle for the hotel just blew right past us. didn't even stop. wtf kinda crap is that... so we got a cab and it was 10 bucks to get us like 2 miles to the hotel. what a rip off. Then we checked into the hotel and they gave us a non-smoking room....well of course this pissed me off cause i had been on a plane and in airports all day that didn't allow smoking so i went down to the front desk and told them that when i made my reservations that i asked for a smoking room and that i wouldnt take any other room. So they gave me a smoking room finally. Of course the hotel wasn't near anything except the airport and i didn't want to have to take the shuttle to the metro rail and go all the way into downtown Boston to get something to eat so we had to eat at the hotel...it was like 15 bucks for a hamburger...it was fuckin insane how expensive things were up there. The only things that were cheap was the metro rail, which was 1.25 a person and it would take you anywhere in the city, and Boston shit that they sold at the vendors. We got me a really nice hoody for 15 bucks and josh a shirt for just 5.

Well the day of the game we took the Trolly into Boston, we were supposed to be able to pick it up anywhere and see all of downtown Boston but we got off at the first stop so that we could go to the huge aquarium. That was awesome! I really liked the aquarium, they had penguins and all kinds of kewl underwater creatures. When we left there we had to go straight to the game. We took the metro rail to get there and it dropped us off like a block away from Fenway. Once you got inside the gates there were people and vendors EVERYWHERE. You barely had room to get around cause there were so many people. Of course the tickets that I bought where on different rows and we were hoping that someone would switch with us but that didn't happen. Regardless of that I had a great time. We were right next to the yankee bullpen, so we got to see all of their pitchers up close. Randy Johnson is HUGE. He must have been like a foot and a half taller than the catcher. It was outrageous. We also got to see Manny Ramirez, Johnny Damien, and Trot Nixon up close cause we were out in the outfield. We had a great view of the game. Although they lost it was a totally awesome experience AND they sang "Sweet Caroline" by Neil Diamond and all the fans got into it. At one point in the game the umps made this bullshit call and said that we didn't get the guys at first AND second out for a double play which could have turned the game around for us so everyone in the stands were chanting BULLSHIT! Of course there was drama cause it was a yankee vs redsox game so we had yankee fans getting thrown out left and right. All the redsox fans were just laughing at them cause they were acting like they were the shit as the police escorted them out of the stadium!

After the game we just walked around Boston for a little while and stopped at this little vendor next to the aquarium and had some dinner before we headed back to the hotel. We took the metro rail back and thankfully the shuttle to the hotel was actually at the station so we didn't have to wait! Shocking. Well when we went to the airport to get on the plane back home, we went to the gate where we were supposed to board our plane when on the intercom they announced our flight at some other gate...the people at the desk where we checked in didn't even tell us that they changed the gate and had a problem printing the tag for our luggage. I was just praying the whole way home that our luggage would actually make it back to Nashville with us. We rode on an Airbus to Charlotte. It was REALLY nice. Lek I really think that you will like your flight to Germany in one of them. its got little screens that pop down form the overhead compartments so that you can watch whatever it is that they are showing. The seats weren't overly big but they were not cramped either. All in all the trip was a success and we had a good time. I'd like to go back and see another game (at a different hotel and with seats next to each other at the game) We will just have to wait and see...
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2005|02:28 pm]
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You died of either old age or a sickness. You are a
kind person and are smart. You have a good head
on your shoulders. But don't think that just
because your death wasn't exciting or extreme
that that makes you boring.


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